I still consider myself to be a reflection of him in so many ways…just…not as good. "I'm okay." I was the best. I read an interview once in which he talked very openly about his drug use prior to “Glee,” telling others that the show helped him get away from all of that and how grateful he was. Just say you won’t let go And thanks to my new treatment, I hate me less every day. All it takes is a random hello Why you keep killin’ people with so much rage I never cared too much for him as a player, but he blew me the fuck away protesting respectfully as he did. Aurelia turns out to be the daughter of a big time criminal. I’m tired of the most disgusting good for nothing men talking to me the way they do. "Are you okay? Two: Invite Him In. The way I’ve seen some Black Lives I know make statements like that, particularly this past week, is sickening. And I’mma still be humble when I scream “FUCK YOU” I’m grateful for these two people for sticking it out with me, and I really hope they both KNOW that, for real. And I mourn her. Your garden is doing great, Pidgey. Every Way I Can Imagine. I Miss My Dad And It Never Gets Easier/I Guess I’m Training To Argue, Stronger Than Yesterday — Quite Literally. And I definitely don’t look down on ANYONE who supports these movements it groups, and I know all of the arguments as to why they exist. And aside from venting through my writing like I do…which is essentially just pure pain being expelled from my emotion mind onto pages or typed on a computer screen, it KILLS me that she hates me as much as I’m about to share with you now. Oct 19, 2019 - "If there's a book that you want to read, but it hasn't been written yet, then you must write it." I couldn’t believe your eyes And I didn’t care. But I’ve accepted that the probability of getting to do the things again that I wanted to do is slim. We all learned something. FML. (My Mom says my now “I’m dead to her” sister doesn’t want me alive because she “doesn’t want to be around someone who hates her so much”.) I do think about him every single day. My heart hurts so much. I admire her because she makes it EXACTLY as much of everyone’s business as she feels she should. At least consciously. It could be the last thing my friends remember about/hear from me. ", Hinarap ako ni Mac at bahagyang ginulo ang buhok ko. This is coming from a place of COVID-19 preparations, of course. It’s because they’re married with children and have these perfect lives — the lives I’ve always wanted, anyway — while I wasted MY time hung up on a gay dude who is now married to his first boyfriend. This is a really sad post. But don’t ghost. I’m just a pissed off white girl sick of white cops killing Black Lives….Among a lot of other atrocious things that are happening. And I’m really working on not hating myself. I’m a writer. We’ve come so far my dear But this one is particularly special. I wrote my undergrad senior thesis on stereotypes, so I strongly feel like it’s ignorant to ignore them. Is porn bad for you? My trauma is part of me. And she lost everything because of it... Yaman, mga kaibigan, at ang pinakamamahal niyang si Mac De Guzman. And, maybe in a different post, I can reveal some tough truths about how that above statement is ironic and even maybe hypocritical. I’m not a Saint And I’mma still be humble when I scream “, And I’ve been talking to his dad, it makes me so sad, When I think too much about it I can’t breathe, And I have this dream where I’m screaming underwater, While my friends are all waving from the shore, And I don’t need you to tell me what that means, And we talk until we think we might just kill ourselves, Wishing I was someone else, feeling sorry for myself. I don’t know all their names but they’re always happy to see me I try to tell them how much they mean to me If the people who started the movement want to tell me I’m wrong about INCLUSIVITY, I’m all ears. Getting better — can be — really fucking scary! I never heard about the reply so one day I asked — and my friend revealed my sister essentially just sent her links for how I could/should get help from certain resources — like she probably does with the high schoolers she counsels. The symptoms are that of a classic food allergy and may include skin reactions, respiratory tract reactions as well as gastrointestinal reactions. Mabilis na nagsibagsakan ang luha sa mga mata ko. That doesn’t make me any less crazy though. Maybe call that taking him for granted, because maybe I did. As far as I know, my now “I’m dead to her” sister, doesn’t read this blog. Anyway — in order to send this card I wrote — I jokingly asked my Mom if my sister’s address was the same or if she had moved for like the 19th time in her life. Wave them goodbye I see mine too And guess how many people died from using marijuana! What a fucking mess And What Do You See? Comments may take up to an hour for moderation before appearing on the site. Read Chapter 13 from the story Bad For You by justcallmecai (Captain C) with 9,842 reads. should you be concerned about eating too much sugar Yes you should , but when you do sports and/or exercise you dont have to worry as much because you sweat out a lot of salt. He has an addictive and cumulative smile. I mean — if she can’t sit with the family for a Christmas card, she should definitely get on her new family’s phone plan if she hasn’t already, right?! #ChasingAfterYouWP Chapter 13 Getting more proud of myself for my dedication to “get better,” (which is NOT what we call it in the program but you get the picture), even. I forgot until this week that I wrote what I wrote. Apparently, many of my friends weren’t raised the same way. "It's okay... Everything will be okay." Anyway, I did this for my Mom this past year…so my Mom could spend time with her whole family for at least part of Christmas. How my mind has one goal And it’s to feel again #garnet I’ll use emotional and physical protection. It’s not fair to them. She was always good at random advice which also always felt harsh AF but at least she was THERE for me a handful of times when I needed her, at best. I held your hair back when He’s the one missing. "Li..." I heard a very familiar voice that sounds so heavenly. To say that I “spiraled,” is so beyond a truth it can’t even be explained like that. I hope we can all reflect on how attacking another equal rights movement hurts everyone in everyday life as well as though each movement. 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